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Saturday, April 23, 2005
11:05 PM
The ORPC/BBPC church team lost AGAIN today...final score was 4-1 in favour of our opponents, some police team. They weren't particularly skilfull and most were quite out of shape, but at least most of them were experienced... ARggghh!! i know that our team is still very new and we haven't developed any mutual understanding yet but it's just so utterly frustrating to not be able to produce any decent football at all throughout the whole match!
sigh...i played like crap today...no focus, no energy, nothing..just switched off...allowed their midfield to walk all over us...think perhaps i was just exhausted from the chalet stays the past few nights and BB this morning...but not really gd excuse cos i guess i just didn't have the confidence....
starting to find a really fatal flaw with myself...after being in the youth and BB ministry, i kinda get used to being in a power of authority and perhaps a position of superiority due to my age. Sometimes i feel that, while i may be confident and at ease with my juniors, i lose confidence quickly when i'm with my peers or elders. sounds like some kind of "big bully" mentality..been living in my own comfort zone lording it over the kids that i've lost touch with the adults...hmm....gotta take note of it...
went out with jason and eric after the game..sigh...still can't resist suan-ing eric...must learn to discipline my tongue...
who am i?
People call me:Simon
i was born: Sept 1981
so i am: 24yrs old
mental torture @: SMU
spam me/msn @: simontkf@hotmail.com
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