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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
9:24 PM
sigh....the time of the term again...projects keep swarming in...comin to sch in the morn, leaving sch when the moon is bright and shining...9.30pm and still working on my project here...sheesh...that's SMU life for ya...oh well...guess i can't complain too much...been procastinating as usual, getting distracted by stupid stuff too...it's really a vicious cycle, thus proving the saying true: "those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it". Human nature sucks man. BIG TIME. Leave a person alone and without accountability for a while and chances are, he/she wld end up forsaking his/her responsibilities. Like wat my pastor says, (yeah i like to quote, so? sue me. :D) " People don't do what is expected, but what is inspected" Ok, so i'm probably just generalising...or mabbe it's just me...ah well..time to get movin' anyhows...looks like this weekend is burnt for me....again. Anyways, i think i'm really a person who doesn't feel stress. I don't mean i'm NOT stressed. I am, just that i won't know it. THAT is bad. Its small wonder why people often would just come up to me and say, " hey, you're very stressed ah" Apparently, i have this "stressed face" that they see. I absolutely don't notice it man. Thank God for friends. hehe... I don't know about you, but when i'm stressed i tend to do even more stupid stuff than usual. Also lose control without realising it. Last night, i was in school till 10.30pm rushing a project too. Throughout the night, i was just sniping and being just mean to this guy friend of mine. Mind you, he really seems to be asking for it. Really got me quite fed up and i just did whatever came naturally to me. Teased him alot and felt it was fun..at least for me. Well, i guess that, between guys, this kinda small jibing shouldn't be too much of a problem but then i just felt something wasn't very nice about it. After a long while ( i am slow), i finally figured that i wasn't behaving as a christian should. I was just being mean because it felt good. But that's totally not what Jesus said; Matthew 12:34-35, "...for out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him." So much for following your heart and stuff eh? As the times grow tougher, i got to depend more on him...shall not repeat my many mistakes in depending on my own strength. Pray for me please!
p.s. shall not continue on the superhero thingy...cos abit too pretentious and quite frankly, not very interesting anymore :\
who am i?
People call me:Simon
i was born: Sept 1981
so i am: 24yrs old
mental torture @: SMU
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