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Sunday, March 20, 2005
10:12 PM
was supposed to send this blog out yday...but anyways... yup...what is one thing that you can lose easily but never get it back again? your temper. yup, that's what i did...lost my temper at a project mate yday...it's been a real tough week rushing my projects, stress, lack of sleep, suppressed feelings of anxiety and frustration. All these would be my excuse for flaring up at my friend... but in the end, when i really think abt it, there was only one reason why things ended the way they did: Pastor Seah had said this before: Stress is when YOU are in control. So, that basically sums up e scenario...i didn't lift everything into God's hands. However much i believed in my own stand and however strong my rationale and logic was in the argument, there was no reason for me to behave in such an ungodly manner. Looking back, it wasn't much of an issue in the first place. The problem was that i didn't communicate the facts properly. Guess that i was just using the argument as an avenue to vent the frustrations i had accumulated with him over the past few days of rushing the project with him. Today (sunday), i shared this with my bible study group and Uncle David Yeong even prayed for me...really feel so blessed and joyous that God has blessed me with a wonderful spiritual family in church and just wanna praise God for his forgiveness and grace~! Hallelujah~! yeah...really love my bible study group...i gain so much from this lil' grp of mine..haha..virtually like cell grp...e main point that spoke to me today was this point that it is healthy for a Christian to be constantly in spiritual warfare. Cos if you are always experiencing peace of mind and spirit, then you are either, defeated, or a deserter. Nono...i don't ever want to be either...i shall fight the good fight and depend on Him for strength~! NO MORE SELF-CENTREDNESS~!
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People call me:Simon
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